Dark moon spell

¿Is this the real life? ¿Is this just fantasy? Oh high Godess on the sky tell me why, tell me why my fatum is like that. Lost my innocence as a child, wore a crown of spikes while I was a teen, and now that I am a woman I find myself drowned into a botomless lake. ¿Why? I never asked to be born, however, I'm here in this solitary ground riding a boned horse, fighting against dragons, princes, princesses, witches and sorcerers. Please, please dark Godess hear my plea, rip from this body the vital breath, sow my sorrows, ease my misery and pain.